Groups:


1000 views?

Eh? When did it reach that? owo
I dunno, should I be excited? XD I never really minded the whole views thing, since I thought this site was just a bit of fun, and a chance to share a love of art ^0^
But, I suppose it is nice in a sense, y'know, people staring at your page when they have the chance, increasing the view count by 1..or 2..lol. XDD Okay, nevermind that, that was strange.
I was going to draw something, but my mood plummeted beforehand, and I lost interest. T//T Oh well, I'll draw something for 2000 views or something. owo
So thanks to anyone who stopped by, and anyone who watched me and my awful art. I love you!!! Hugs for all!

Okay, Maths?

I do NOT think this is a nice topic to start, since hardly anyone I know likes maths..at all XD
But I REALLY want help with this subject. So if anyone knows any tips...help?xD

It's not that I'm the worst at the subject..it's just it has got harder. I mean, when I was in 1st, 2nd and 3rd year, it was manageable, and easy enough. But when you enter senior cycle, it gets harder here. Well, Higher level maths anyways, Pass looks so easy =w=
Not to mention, Maths is what causes almost every student to flunk their Leaving Cert; we were told 1000s fail it every single year, and it scares me to think that I could fail it.
Who knows what I'll get? I know..it only takes about 350 points to take up an Arts course but I had to drop a subject since I was hopeless at it and I was suffering for severe anxiety with it (couldn't eat for a week, bluh. ._.) And as a result, I'm left with less subjects, so in turn I'll have to work harder at them.
I wanted to go back to pass in maths, but you get almost no points there - a A1 in Pass is Equal to a C3 in Honours. So, big difference. And, I've never done pass in ANY subject before, so I'd feel akward if I did XD (The teachers are better in Higher level anywho~)

Anyways, what caused my sudden questioning of my ability (or lack of) at Maths? Just some bastard. ¬¬
Lol, okay, sorry I shouldn't call him that. But I have to go to get help with maths every friday since I started 6th year, his name is Ultan or something -- I call him Uncle Ulty for short [snorts at Ultros reference] Not a cool as Ultros though XD
He's very good at maths, he's probably a nice guy if you just talked to him but when it comes to maths..
He's not very nice. lol.
He comes off rather conceited..'cause... everytime you make a mistake, he gets pissy or just laughs at you. And I really mean it, he does laugh in your face. So you'd be pretty on edge there with him, literally, I try not to make a mistake. Try. =_=
Well, anyways, yesterday I was a little iffy about going, since I had just got home from a college open day, I was sleepy and well, I lost my copy. The copy I did ALL of the homework for him in, which I think I accidently gave to my friend during study, y'know, to show her what it was like?
My mother forced me to go and be honest about it, which I did, but I just don't think he believed me at all, and perhaps, he thought I was making no effort.
Yeah, he pretty much told me later on in the session that I was very 'slow' at doing the sums, and that honours took so much more effort than I was giving. He laughed afterwards, trying to make it seem 'lighthearted' but he pretty much ruined that by throwing an onslaught of questions like "Do you need maths for the course your going to do?", "What does your teacher think you should do?" et cetra et cetra.
I know I agree with him about it, and I am slow since I try to perfect things (Is that so bad!?) but something about this man..who barely knew me and how much effort I'm trying to put.. just implying that I was just plain not cut out for maths..just hit me like a knife. ><
I just lost interest just like that, and now I don't know if I should go back to pass or not. I burst into tears over it yesterday (I know, it's weird, but I am weird)and I can't decide over it. My mother's trying to sway me to keep strong and keep at it, but I dunno anymore.
I was going to ask my teacher about it, much to my mother's dismay, and ask him to help me - since he's a lovely man and better at maths than Uncle Ulty is- but I'm afraid he'll have no time for that.
I could always ask him what level I should do, but he told my mother that I was one of the brightest in the class last year @.@He probably changed his mind though, since I'm hopeless.
One thing for sure, I am NOT going back to Ulty. I will not allow someone to stand and insult me like that, that's not how I roll XD

So any suggestions?
Talk to the teacher and ask for help?
Go back to Pass anyways?
Keep going to Ulty, despite what he said?
Hit Ulty with a Shovel as revenge?

Uh, please please do help me if you can!
You have no idea how happy one little comment can make me. Could only be a sentence or two, I don't mind, but please, help the silly lady XD

Oh and Art related shit:

Well, after a horrible day yesterday, one thing can always make you happy
ANYTHING ART RELATED
Seriously
My father bought me charcoal pencils yesterday
AND
not to mention that I was able to bag some graphitint pencils, pastels and crayons today XD They're quite hard to use, since I'm used to my old stuff. But oh well, I'm so happy that I have them

Oh and the art requests? Yah, I actually have them all sketched(except so far, sorry! owo)
But I was wondering if people want colour? Y'know, could be digital or traditional?
Or none? But.. my sketchs are messy in a sense since I kept making some parts bigger. They look okay, I have to admit, but ehh..I dunno.
XD Although I've begun to like sketching some of them, since I've never tried them before. So woo! Fun XD

I WANT A DISNEY MOVIES

Long journal, oopppssss